Flaws and All

love me already!!

Down.

...if you ask me im ready

50 Bitches Deep

Lets Dance.

Rehab. take me please.

Flash. Just Flash.

Love happened naturally...

Love happened naturally...
07/14/2010

It's so hard when you fall in love, hard to make yourself fall right
out of it. It is like a sweet abyss that captures and swallows you up
leaving no room or energy to fight to move back toward the light. It's
like making a plate of food then saying that you will not eat it, as
the aroma plays tug of war with your noatrials. I am a believer of
making decsions and standing strong in your convictions, that has just
always been my moto...and then, and then I read a quote... that might
have had an impact on that notion all together and could have possibly
altered the way i think for years to come, until i read another
quote.... "stand strong in your decisions but yield flexible in your
approach".

Without hammering a fixed nail to far into it's housing, I plead that
this saying was very thought intensive and emotionally provoking.
After having to make so many decisions over the years I wondered to
myself..so that's what I needed to hear all along... huh?

In the past i just made a choice, stuck with it and called it a
day...now I think I'll change. I'll change my mind about how I feel
from day to day and grow closer and closer to the right thing for me.
It is important to note that what may be important and right to me may
not always and equivicolly be the right decision for the rest.

It must feel right' spark no feeling of unrest or heartache. I am
battling love because for the first time I think it's the right thing
for me. I want to know if this is real, or just a facet of my
imagination, I want to know if it's worth the silent tears that skate
down my checks and on to the satain pilliow cases I planned for us to
share I want to know if I let go...will you let go too.
...becase I am so in love with the thought but the thought just isn't
enough.

Cindy Ezeuka

Fallen

Exactly.

Mya "The Best of Me" (throwback)

Paramore "the only exception"

This song has grown on me in only a matter of two consecutive rotations. This band has a very mellow and melodic sound. I look forward to hearing some more of their new stuff and possibly checking out a live show. enjoy. :-)

Frontin Pharrell feat. Jay-z

Summer Inspires Most.

                      The colors really do it for me in the cover up in this photo. The very simple but still sexy swim suit, crazy enough will probably draw more attention then other multi-colored design bathing suits.
I am a firm believer that simple is better when ever your poolside, or hitting the beach.   

...i just love the setting in this photo. How we see the model, but we dont really see her.

 

...this picture is very sexy to me, i love the usage of the props, and the calm of the background makes you really zone in on the model. her outfit is rather simple but the way the photo is taken really makes it cute.

...this photo is just majestic to me. i love the colors! Anyone who knows me, will tell you that I am a huge fan of playing with colors. This model did just that, and did it very well. The purple is so potent!

 

...this is very cute! very simple, but very cute. Not to mention the model has a cute shape. :-)

...I just absolutely adore this t-shirt!!

Fireworks.

I was able to spend my 4th of July with some of my good friends, that unfortunately I haven't seen a while. Let's just say we made up for lost time. The night before the 4th of July, we set out on the town in hopes of stumbling into some fun filled times. We ended up at one of my favorite joints in west hollywood Kitchen 24 for some drinks and shots to celebrate my lady love Debbie's birthday . We had a blast!!!, truly :-). Moments like this and ones I plan to spend most of my summer making all, are what warm the heart. Be sure to make time for friends, laugh big, be happy in just being around good people, its truly a blessing. The summer is finally here and not a moment to soon. I have seen some shitty days, but I finally think the year is looking up. Let's toast to the best summer ever! Put it in the history books. Love. Live. Laugh, it truly is the remedy for a happier you :-)

With love,
Cindy.
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I.L.H.

I don't want this feeling to ever go away.

-cityy
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Fresh Start.

Have you ever wanted to just start over? And when I say over, I mean over. Take it back to the drawing board, pen and paper writing working on your penmanship. Take it back to the learning stages in life. I today wish I could take it back, but I want to take it back to when everything you knew was good, and you didn't even comprehend the bad. Back, to when you said what you meant, and meant what you said. Back, when you knew when to laugh and when to cry. Back to when hurt was bad and never good.

Love conquers and changes everything. I now through the eyes of one who once loved to deeply have trouble making the distinctions. He always told me letting go was the hardest part. Be careful who you love, and love with all your heart.

To whom much is given much is expected in return.

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Let it out.

The hardest way to get through your problems is to run from them.

Disorderly Collection. Scream.

I like.