Phase 3

...I think life is a compilation on phases, truly, a combinations of your likes and dislikes, and whatever emotions and tone-nation of mood you associate with that time frame.. We are all constructed different for this very same reason. If well were similarly situated, there would be no fun, none at all.

...I'm in a phase, I call it phase 3.

...The one before 4 and right after 2.3, its the I do me and only me, type of thing phase. I am so into self lately, its new, brand new. I can't even attribute any negative feeling or emotion to it because I think now more than ever I appreciate and look out for the me. My reflections and thoughts, brought to courtesy of "the new 11" and published by blogspot, are just what I'm feeling at the time, and lot of them are directly reflections of me...and what I think, need, and be. ME. I have those days when I am just in a rut and don't want to be bothered, but notwithstanding that fact, I wouldn't be me. Don't we all have crappy days?

...I still get up and smile everyday, answer calls, reply to emails, talk to my girls, and chase after boys.

...A cancer, my emotions fluctuate, more than the waves in the sea. I'm just a girl, in the world, trynna find the most appropriate and suitable tree to bark up, to get a better view of what most of yall will never see.

... I judge people, but often in my own head, but proceed to give them the benefit of the doubt, because that's what god did, true? Not a ultra religious, but I know when to give thanks and pay respects, due dill-

...Whatever phase you are in, relish in, take deeper breathes and remember these moments, one can only live life one minute at a time. I am learning to listening to myself breathe, to feel whatever I'm feeling and love it most importantly.

...I love being imperfect, I love learning about me, because for several years, I never even knew me. Silly little me. To think, this isn't even the best of me. Taking every day with grace, and buying as much, spending as much, talking as little as I see fit. That's just me, the cityy.

Next up, up phase C.

Xoxo
Cityy
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The Dandy.

...Most of us feel trapped within the limited roles that the world expects us to play. We are instantly attracted to those who are more fluid, more ambiguous, than we are-those who create their own persona. Dandies excite us because they can not be categorized, and hint at a freedom we want for ourselves. They play with the masculinity and femininity; they fashion their own physical image, which is always startling; they are mysterious and elusive. They also appeal to the narcissism of each sex: to a woman they are psychologically female, to a man they are male. Dandies fascinate and seduce in large numbers. Use the power of the Dandy to create an ambiguous, alluring presence that stirs repressed desires.
-The art of seduction

...Ladies, I hope you have your note pads out. These words are golden.
Xoxo
Cityy
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Peace

...One of the most important things in life is to actually live it. We waste so much time trying to be circumscribed to a particular type of lifestyle that may or may not even be the right one for us.
...Throughout my life I have been tested (who hasn't) and what type of person you emerge when all the test have concluded is what is most important. There is something to be said about the experience that you get through trial and error, it is precious and very memorable. I love the life I'm living and I wouldn't trade it for the world.
...Once you stop worrying about others and focus on self, then you will truly find inner peace.
Xoxo
Cityy
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...M.Breaux

"When we long for life without difficulties, it reminds us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure. "

..I love all of my friends, they all provide something so uniquely great to my life. One of my life long friends, just reminded me just how beautiful she is from the inside out.

...Love your friends, and they will love you back.
...You know you have great friends, when you see then and you light up like a firefly.

Xoxo
Cityy
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Intuition

...We all have it, but often times we ignore it, because we are afraid of what is looming behind the mask of a persons true intent, or behavior. The truth. It goes without saying that sometimes the truth really does hurt. When people start to toy with you, or take for granted those things that once they adored and cherished about you, your intuition kicks in... It tells you to slow down, watch down hill speed because the impact will be massive otherwise. My intuition is kicking me, its telling me something what exactly is yet to be uncovered, its saying something to the extent of- cityy, drop it, and keeps it moving, you'll do just as good without it. I won't disclose names or details, because I'm not messy. But if I am right, in the near future, I have no shame spilling the beans, because at that point I have nothing to loose, and in desperate need to restore self. If you double cross me, ill triple cross you-
...Nothing worse than a woman scorned-
...If I'm wrong, then I'm wrong, but very seldomly does this occur-

...We shall see-

..."I got this crazy feeling, I'm gonna be single again"....intuition.
-keri hilson

Xoxo
Cityy
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The Siren.

...A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play-by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release from the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a world full of pure pleasure- she is dangerous, and in pursing her energetically the man can loose control over himself, something he yearns to do. The Siren is a mirage; she lures men by cultivating a particular appearance and manner. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy...
-the art of seduction
Happy Valentines Day.
xoxo
Cityy
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Beach Front Photo Shoot

...alright, I have been debating for a while wether I really wanted to do this or not, but after long thought I have decided to just do the damn thing. This spring, dates withheld for now, I will be setting up a little intimate photo shoot in Cancun Mexico at my Condo for my clothing line "Ci'Lane Nior" My team and I are working hard to get these clothes to you as soon as possible, but we are dedicated to making sure they are going to be consumer friendly and affordable, so we are just going thru the process of making it the best we can. We have weekly meetings, and the fusion of all our ideas will soon manifest itself in our first spring collection. Please continue to be patient with myself and the beautiful ladies of Ci'Lane Nior, and we will all be able to enjoy and rejoice when it launches.

...If you are interested in being a part of this photo shoot, send me an email with a head shoot and body shot. these photo do not have to be professional but it is a huge plus. We are in the works of some great ventures everyone and I want to include any major talent out there, so again if you are interested, have any questions please feel free to contact me. cityy@cilanenior.com or info@cilanenior.com for the photo shoot details.

...Our website, is currently under construction and should be up and running by the end of this month, at the latest the begining of next month, so bare with us people!!! We are exteremly busy, but hard at work, I promise.

xoxo
cityy

Its the...Moment of Clarity

...its the time when you just want to scream out loud
...the time when all you need is someone to listen
...its the time when everyone around you smiles and you cant fine the strength to flex a facial muscle
...its is the time when he is away, but you need him there
...it is the time when you know your right, but still your wrong

...inside us all we have defects. Some more readily apparant then others. Sometimes I spell words wrong on purpose because there are a direct reflection of how I am feeling at the time. Misguided.

...the beauty of this all though, this blog, my life, whatever it might be, is that I am blessed and truly loved by more than I really know. There are people out there on the streets in there cars, on the bus, in there living rooms who talk about me, whisper, laugh, make jokes, try to immulate, wish to hold. ha. They talk about the way I look, dress, speak-how much they love, adore, hate & abhor me. They want to see, kiss, touch, or be me. I thank you all. You help me be a better me.


...I ramble on here because it is my blog. Opperative word being::: my, as in me, as in I, as in she, as in cityy

....Dear Summer. I miss you. Wont you come home soon?? P.S. I got that little dress you like...


xoxo
sexy litte thing
cityy ;-)

Ci'Lane Nior. Never A Better Time Than Now...

...I have never been a small thinker, I have always let my imagination run aloose and as wild as the deadliest animal in the wilderness. I have always kept very close to heart the dreams that I wanted to pursue, in hopes that one day they would be able to accomplish them. I have always been brave in voicing my thoughts, turning on ligths to allow others to see and feel my vision. My life is my life, why not take it and make it somthing amazing...

...i have great plans. I do speak candidly about any and all ventures I have, so it will come as no surprise when I blow up. lol. I have a great team, and 2 wonderful ladies who are assisting in the dream and creation of "Ci'Lane Nior" The three of us will deliver very soon, what being fashion forward really means. We will place fashion in the forefont of your brains and make every fashion adventure one that you yourselves can take part in. Fashion is very subjective, but everyone takes part and plays a role. Somethings look better on others only because of there frame of fahion development. I want Ci'Lane Nior to break down those walls, and let all of our fashion insiders emerge. Lets here it for Ci'Lane Nior

Coming Soon
http://www.cilanenior.com/

any questions about our up and coming ci'lane nior line email us at
info@cilanenior.com


xoxo
cityy

...its the thought that counts..

...there is no difference between being talked about, and talking about someone,... Opinions are proof that we all have our own minds, ideas, and thought patterns, unique to our individual being. I think It is quite healthy to talk...constructively of course about those things that warrent discussion. We are all a product of our own expierences and any others you choose to live vicariously through. We are all flawed without exception. Human Nature.

...I am who I am. If you dislike it...dont bite or spite it, just dislike it and take a hike wit it...

...Sucess is with in reach, you just have to be willing to stretch....

...If they talking about you, your worth the discusion....

...Haters are a dime a dozen, stand in line....

xoxo
cityy

This just in...

looks i adore...

xoxo

cityy

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...I am loved. And I am at peace with myself. Life is a journey, a beautiful one nevertheless. Fatigue is a element of out imagination, and we can do anything we put our hearts to. You will get what your heart desires as long as your heart is pure. Don't force your vision onto anyone, because it is just that "your vision". Make your vision come alive, and people will gravitate to the good. Don't be selfish with your time or ideas, just be cautious and careful whom you make privy to them. We are all flesh and bones. We are all mankind. Smile. We all made it through the day.

Xoxo
Cityy
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